The Dharma is the greatest of all possible gifts. The world is full of people and institutions which are constantly giving us gifts, good and bad, and every single one of those gifts, without exception, tends to bind us further to the terrible wheel of rebirth. Dharma is the only gift that liberates us. The Buddhist Path, when actually trod the way it was spoken by the Buddha, is very simple, very straight, and very short, and anyone can tread it to Enlightenment in this very life. Anyone. The Pure Land Sutras speak of the liberation, in the current life, of people who have committed such offenses as the murder of pure renunciates. The Buddha has this power, and anyone can call on it. Anyone.
On 1 Mar 09, I received the Five Buddhist Lay Precepts at Fo Guang Shan, Honolulu. This ceremony is an empowerment. It is a self-fulfilling prophecy about results backed by the power of a lineage. It is an opportunity to coincide one’s personal will with the unlimited Will of the Buddha for our liberation, and by doing this, one can drop the beginningless ignorance that obstructs every single one of us from Enlightenment from birth. Left to our own devices, this could never happen. Without our personal dedication to it and desire for it, it could not happen. The egg-shell of Avidya must be simultaneously pecked, from the outside by the parent, and from the inside by the chick, and then Avidya (beginningless ignorance) can fall away. And what comes out in that case? Something wet, ugly, and powerless, no? NO! What comes out is the beginningless Light of the Buddha, aka Fo Guang (佛光). It only may look, to start with, kind of like it might not belong here yet.
In Chinese, I could use three roots - 成功了 - meaning “it has succeeded,” and everyone would know what I was talking about. Some of them might not agree with it, but they would know what I was talking about. They would know the implied war, because they would have at least attempted it in their own case. In English, it becomes a huge hairball from lack of cultural context, and it was for the purpose of cutting through this hairball that I took birth in the West in this life. I have kept pure Precepts for 108 days. That is enough time to forsee that I can keep them indefinitely, and that fact constitutes a huge step forward on my Path. It is not the prized stage of non-retrogression yet; I can still screw up and fall back into another perfectly stupid birth, but it means that if I only do what I am already doing, I can be forseen to attain that stage, and even Enlightenment itself, in this very life. This is not because I am so extraordinary, please. It is because the Buddha-Way is so effective. If I can do it, anyone can do it.
The three obstructions that I personally had to cut through to keep the Lay Precepts were smoking, eating meat, and sexual thoughts. The worst of these, of course, is the latter. Even St. Francis of Assissi, who was God’s Perfect Saint, was bugged by sexual thoughts. Occasionally they still come back, typically at 3:30 AM, and I am blessed to be able to let them go by. At 4:30 AM I rise, take a cold shower, and do walking Buddha Recitation. This goes back to Meher Baba’s instructions for his intimate circle, and I doubt that it will become automatic any time soon. It is a fresh decision every single day, dreaded by every single cell in the carcase, every single day. And all of this needs to be anchored by my attendance at Temple on most Sundays. Otherwise, it would become not orthodox, and that would be dangerous. The detailed metaphysics of this are another subject for another time. Suffice it to say here that I’m not going blind in this. I know exactly what I’m doing and where it leads. And this is pretty arrogant, some of you are thinking, and that alone bodes ill for continued keeping of Precepts. NO, that’s not what this is. In my culture, at this stage, to hide my attainments would be arrogance. What I’m doing is to enact Bodhisattva vows brought forward from previous lives. If it looks arrogant, then so be it. I have no choice in this.
It should be understood that there is no compromise with respect to sexual thoughts. You either live by them implicitly, or you set your entire mind against them irrevocably, seek help in doing that, and live a life of free renunciation. I was a renunciate by previous attainment at birth, and I have returned to that birth-right. I am also 62 years old, which is to say in Hinduism, the mother-culture of Buddhism, I am of the age at which it is permitted to take renunciate vows, called Sanyas in that culture, and to spend the rest of my life in service to my own final renunciation and the teaching and transmission of Dharma to others. This is undoubtedly my choice. The lay vows are the root of the Dharma, and this is also true of Sanatana Dharma, aka Hinduism. If you can keep these, you can keep them all.
May all beings bound to the terrible wheel of rebirth be freed in this very life. And having attained again in this life, may I return again as a fully Enlightened and fully Empowered Boddhisattva, to take my birth in America in every succeeding life, until the Lion’s Roar of Buddhadharma is heard continuously from one end of my beautiful homeland to the other.
By my vow.
GATE, GATE, PARAGATE, PARASAMGATE, BODHI, SVAHA !

Namu Amida Butsu
Xing Ping